THE PATH TO BEING BETTER
Friday, April 1st, 2023 | San Francisco, CA
I am at Dolores. It brings back unpleasant memories now that I think on it. I think the woman I have chosen to be with isn’t all the way honest with me. In the past I would begin to shut down, reach out to other women, I typically have one or two waiting in the wings. And if not, society has made the search for a new romantic partner easier than ever…
But not this time. This time, I’ve simply felt an odd feeling nagging at me. I tend to trust my gut, but more than that, I trust my eyes. My ears.
I’m learning to think of love, and relationships, in deeper terms. I don’t want to react anymore. I want to be someone I’d want to love, someone I’d want to be in a relationship with.
It’s proving difficult.
But I now know, that even should this fail, I am on the path to being better.
