IN LOVE

May 28

April 24th, 2021 | San Francisco, Ca

Alright… So it’s not quite the daily affair I’d hoped it would be… but I’m glad I haven’t unloaded on the pages everyday.

I missed this. The calm.

Of impending… somethings. Before the storm, so they say.

I’ve been thinking about her again.

But this time it’s a bit different. My thoughts are no longer these suppressed things.

They’re raw. Unfiltered. Angry. Bitter, even.

And yet, they feel like the thoughts of another man. One still hurt and reeling. One with too much time for thinking.

I am slowly working through these thoughts- these feelings. I know they’re slipping away. Becoming a dull ache, more thoughts than feelings.

Still a bit at odds with myself. What does that mean? No clue. But I just know. It’s like a giant hole in that gut feeling.

Taking some well earned down-time. I’m thinking about nothing right now.

And I’m in love with only this moment.

THE KEY